doaku (insyaAllah) mengiringimu

R.i.n.d.u.


Kamu dimana.

Aku masih di sini.

Kamu di sana mana.

Aku tetap di sini.

Kamu menuntut cita2 dimana.

Aku akan selalu di sini.

Kamu pergi ke nelahan bumi mana.

Aku diam dan tenang di sini.

Kamu singgah ke tempat mana.

Aku menunggu di sini.

Aku hanya rindu.

Rindu kamu.

one last cry..then i'm done

Dear Allah..

I'm done Allah..
I'm sorry that i just deciding about this right now,
Actually,i supposed not to do this,
Have a feeling like this,
This feeling just come to wrong person,
Person that have an angel in his heart.

I'm sorry Allah..
Really sorry..

Take care of him.

Yes,i'm done.

One last cry.one last.




Listen this song mas,
In the middle of your sleep,
You're always be my firefly in my pray :)
Allah's hug you..always.amin..
Ai ememaieseswayyuow
Bismillah



"One Last Cry"



My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone

I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry
Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you

Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time Stop living a lie

I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on
And on ....And on ....
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time Been living a lie

I guess
I'm down,
I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...To my last cry...

di kamu

16.43, selasa

song that playing on speaker : berhenti di kamu - anji - 

hujan...

teduh...

rasa...

pagi...

ke..

malam...

jingga...

kemudian kembali hujan...

bukan kamu...

siapa...

saya jalani jalan yang telah ditentukan oleh Sang Pemilik Perasaan :)

diam.

diam.

seterusnya akan diam.

:(

sempu 2013

satu kesempatan (bukan siapa2)

Dear Allah..

Lagi2 tentang N.A.K.

Allah..beri aq kesempatan..

Satu kali,2menit..ada yang ingin kukatakan..

ada yang ingin kuberikan.. sebelumm dia pergi

Diaa akan terbang..jauh..menggapai mimpinya..

Kau Maha mendekatkan dan menjauhkan..

Bukan siapa2..bukan apa2..

Hanya Kau, Allah..yg bs selalu didekatnya..

Memegang tangannya ktika dia jatuh..

Menenangkannya ketika dia bingung..

Hanya padaMu kutitipkan dia..

Barokallah smw2nya mas leng,

Aku? Siapa? Bukan siapa2..

Hanya seorang yang ingin dia selalu dekat denganMu.

Kutitipkan..kubisikkan doa2ku..

N.A.K.

Dengarlah bisikkanNya..ada satu yg ingin kukatakan padamu..telah kukatakan padaNya..diatas sajadahNya..